I'm all uneasy and not sure why. Ok, maybe i do. I'm scared... weird thing to admit to, but its true..
The things i am scared of at this point in time:
- The future - its there and big and gaaah!
- The past - it may be dealt with, but at what cost?
- Being lonely - i'm scared of leaving those i love behind in september.
- Lastly, i'm scared that i'm scared... i think it is because right now i am so damn happy that i don't want things to change. This makes me a little discontent... paradox in itself, i know....
I know i have you guys... thank you all for making me so fucking happy...
<3 Love you all *mwah*
Edit: I watched "Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind today... LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!